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Post by ATouchofHeart on February 19th 2013, 12:12 am

My name is Deborah but everyone knows me as Deb.



Besides losing my son in 97’ I
have a beautiful daughter who is 33, (son was two years younger). My daughter
has a 13 year old son and is gifting us a beautiful new baby girl May 15th
of 2013. I’ve already had a vision of
her sleeping. My poor daughter has been
sick this whole pregnancy. I’ve been waiting a long time………..When my grandson
was three I asked a medium when my daughter would have another child, she said
“Not for a long time but it will be a girl with red hair. My son-in-law has red
hair so does his sister.





I have an awesome 13 year old
grandson who is very musical. He has his own hard rock band that includes a
drummer, another guitar player and a female singer, they are recruiting another
friend who plays piano and he will play the keyboard I bought my grandson a
couple years ago. My grandson’s name is Gabe (Gabriel) and he plays and owns
many instruments. He is in the marching and Jazz band at school and plays the
base trombone. Currently he is playing one of his two electric guitars. He is
amazing. He even writes his own music. Has one CD out (first practice CD) and
they as a group; are going to be cutting one together soon. In his first CD he
played the drums, electric guitar, some other instrument and he sung. Then he
layered it all into software and it sounded like a band, it was great. He has a
deep voice and the high notes need tuning. He plays in public for community
events all the time. (I guess singing to
him on the trampoline when he was an infant paid off) When he was about three
he would rock out in the back of my daughter’s dbl cab singing and moving to
Nickleback; my daughter’s old music. Love my grandson!





My daughters husband lost his brother
many year ago. When her husband was in the service his 16 year old brother was
kidnapped, stuffed into the trunk of a car and shot at a liquor store. The
suspects all bragged about it at a party. All involved are serving life. That
family experienced a loss of life differently than we did. Or I should say I
did. My daughter is not spiritual like me. Although she did have experiences
with my deceased son a few times. Their son was murdered and ours was in an
accident. Neither of us could say our good buys to our lost boys. But the pain
runs deep within that family.


They have not forgiven the ones
who killed their son. And that’s ok, that is where they are with it. I have
forgiven. Long story to that one I’ll post sometime.





Which reminds me, I wrote poetry
when my son passed. “Together Again”, (automatic writing by my son who had
passed a few months prior) Don’t write poetry much anymore but at the time it
was a Graphic Design assignment in 1998 so I had to. I got an A. A few more
poems; “Remember Me” is on his headstone (and I don’t write short poems) they
had a hard time putting it on the grave stone. Then I wrote “My Soul” and
“Remember Me” and the last one of significance was “Judgment Day” which I
started in court 1 year after my son was killed when the one who ran him over
was giving us stares. I finished it up in two weeks on the way to Graphic
Design College bumper to bumper on the California 91 freeway. Took me 2-3 hrs
to get to school every day.





My spiritual interest started
when Son died.


“Who’s going to feed him” ???


“Who’s going to cut his hair”???


He hung around for 2 months,
flickering lights, calling on the phone, no one there. I had to know what to do
about this so I called a 900 psychic #.
A psychic told us to pray and ask him to go to the light. Which seems all corny
to me know knowing what I know now. He was already in the light.





My heartbroken husband could not
handle the pain of his son’s loss. As a Native community we bury them but a
year later they cover the grave with a headstone and remove the cross. My
husband said he had a ton of weight lifted off his shoulders. That’s his
belief. I rarely go to the graves. They are in our hearts not buried 6 feet
deep. They are with us when we need them but they are very busy over there.
Around 2010 I heard that my husband was studying sound, color and vibration in
spirit. And that my son was helping other children cross over. I think he was
there when his cousin died when a dog ran in front of him and he split his head
completely open on a huge steel mailbox. That same boy when alive and at my
husband’s funeral said to me……”why didn’t you cry at your husband’s
funeral”?? I told him that I had cried
all I could the night before he died when I was stranded on the way to see him
in the hospital. I made that family an machine embroidered photo of Steven.
With “Love you Mom” in text. Came out really good.





After I knew who my Apache spirit
guide Star Heart was, I asked her to
PLEASE wake me up at 2am so that I could get on the bus at 3am for an
Adult program fishing trip in San Diego. It was 11pm and I was still working on
my new spiritual website. I went to bed, set my alarm and at exactly 2 minutes
before 2am. She woke me with a bright gold star that came rushing towards my
face. That woke me up…..I guess she wanted me on that bus really bad because
the one who ran over my son was on there that day. She wanted me to share my
forgiveness with him. I did and told him I’d forgiven him years ago. He was
really immature and cocky back then and not taking responsibility for anything
but I never hated him for running over Tommy.





So back to my getting spiritual
time frame.


After asking Tommy to go to light
he did and he did not fickler lights or hand around any longer. Then I wondered
if I’d done the right thing. I thought I had hurt his feelings. Now I know I
didn’t. I did it mostly for my husband.





So I bought a reading with Sylvia
Brown for $500 for ½ hr. (much more now). She could feel someone around who had
died. And she said I had a life in the past with my husband in the civil war.
And that my daughter’s head was cut off in China. That I had 25 lives as a
native American. At that time of reading my husband Tom was outside, didn’t
really believe in psychics; thought I was wasting my money. I bought all of Sylvia's 8x11 typed up text of Novus Spiritus and all of her tapes. Then bought and read two books from Rosemary Altea.



When Tom got sick with cancer he got a lot
of messages and voices and visions from spirit.





I remember one night he and I
were sitting outside at almost dusk. He jumped up of the chair nervous and
said…….”they said I’m going to get a message from Tommy” He was so nervous, he
walked to his car, got a cigarette and sat back down with it. I was just
confused……waiting for this message to occur when suddenly……..Tom’s face got
really bright like someone was shinning a flashlight in his face. His eyes got
larger and I turned my head to see what he was looking at. I didn’t see the
whole thing but I did see the remainder of a humongous rainbow comet flying
from the east to the west horizontal across the freeway in front of the
mountains. It was huge. It was the most beautiful thing I’ve ever seen. And I
didn’t’ see the whole thing.





One day while he was getting
ready for the “cancer treatments” radiation to his head; he received a
visitation from our son. I was in the living room. Tom was in the bathroom
brushing his teeth. I had that week shaved his head because the hair was
falling out. He felt something what he thought was me brushing the top of his
head. When he lifted his head he looked up and there was Tommy in the door of
the bathroom. The door was open and his image was in the door itself; just is
head. Smiling at his dad with a bald head.





Tom also saw Tommy’s head in the
IV stand in the hospital one night after their Ginny pig surgery on his leg to
let the muscle of his calf hang out due to blood clots. I gave my husband an
audio of Rosemary Altea’s healing tape. Reluctantly he played it. And during
the healing……..(I just go the chills) Tommy’s head and his mother’s head from
spirit swooshed up and down each side of his body several times. I thought that
was cool. Loved my MIL and her with my
son healing his dad was priceless. We are soooo connected!





Having graphic design background
I was asked by many community members to make their family member a funeral
program. I remember one of my first was my husband’s cousin Tony who’s car accidentally slid down a mountain when he was up there one night. Tony loved his
mom’s Indian burritos. She gave me a photo of Tony sitting on the couch with a
burrito in his hand. So I designed the program with him and his burrito in the
clouds. It was perfect for him.





One of these days I need to take
time to do several things. Focus more on meditating, get an altar situated in
one spot and write my two books. My visions are always laying in bed resting or
they most often wake me up with them. When I ask to see or get information
about something they always give me the information or vision in the morning so
I remember it.





I get woke up a lot to
significant numbers on the clock. I always look them up in the morning. As long
as I get up and write them down during the night. I go to bed with meditation
music on so it helps. I had this really good dream CD but it skips now. I always
had good dreams when I listened to it. But if I asked to remember I always do.





I entered a contest last summer
with James Van Praagh, I almost forgot to write it, I had only a few days left.
I won was one of the 5 winners who was gifted his books, audio, event and a
reading. During the event we were with Mavis Pattilla a fantastic English
medium. James did a reading/meditation with us, several if fact but this one he
wanted us to connect with our guides. Then he asked us to write down what our
guide wanted us to know. My sloppy handwriting turned into a nice script and it
said "We love you, we support you,
we guide you and we will always be with you. Are you ready to begin your
journey? I scribbled YES!!





I am not sure what awaits me but
I'm ready and willing. I need to focus on meditations. I have a ton of
meditation in my computer and on my mp3 player. Grounding and visualizations,
1,500 mp3, it's amazing what you can get for free online.





Speaking of grounding. If anyone
get's Vertigo. I have the trick. GROUND. When I was laid off. I had several things
happen. When laid off I had Pneumonia twice, and ripped my right
shoulder's rotor falling on the ground when I slipped on some embroidery
stabilizer. My butt was on the floor and my arm still hanging on to the top of
the dryer.





In Feb 2010 I got Vertigo. Had it
so bad that could not walk or make my coffee. I had to quit driving for a
while. I couldn't bend my head down or to the sides. I had to have a straight
neck and walk very slowly. If I laid down in bead the whole world would spin violently
and I would almost toss the cookies. Fist day it happened I did. This lasted
for weeks. The I stopped. Then I got it again. I'm thinking. What the heck. So
I called Terrie my angel reader and asked for another reading. I just knew it
had to be spiritual. I never had it
before and I had just opened up to spirituality 6/2009. In the reading that I
post on my site (posted all three readings by her) The angels said I need to
ground. So I did and the vertigo stopped and never came back.





I went back to work March 2011.
Last year 2012 during the summer I got Plantar
Fasciitis. That's an extremely
painful foot problem. I had it for four long painful months. About a week
before James gave me my free reading the pain stopped when I said a prayer. Not
sure if that helped but I was praying it would go away several times. James
asked me out of the blue if I had foot
problems, I said yes, just ended. He said People with Pisces rising have foot problems
and they are psychic. I am just glad it is all gone.





I am beginning to believe that we
all have control over every aspect of our bodies if we just believe and talk to
them. I've had Reiki I & II training but don't practice it. James said I
was a healer and need to get it going. Another gem on my bucket list.





Sorry to be so long winded……I
just love sharing experiences. I have had a lot going on since 6/2009. And I didn’t even tell you about the tree
that came alive.



QUESTION:

Can we post photos anywhere here? I can share my native apparition with you and some spirit clouds.

I did not see a big foot thread yet, will look some more but I have an experience with one many years ago I'd like to share.
Another friend of ours told me last night that Coast to Coast the topic was Big foot...................."A
Big Foot family has been discovered, and humans have been feeding them with the
location being kept secret from the media. They have gathered hair
samples and taken a photo of a child Bigfoot sleeping. The DNA has been analyzed and a forensic scientist Dr has written a paper on it. The
scientific community has been very hostile to her. This is because the
DNA is at least part of it is human and scientists are having trouble
believing it. " I will go and listen to it and report back. I'm a member there.
I see we can attach a file below. I'll have to finish my drawing of Big Foot and attach it. I have him turned too much to the left. My friend Day who was with me said his daughter could fix it but I have not sent it off yet. Haven't seen him since 1972!! But have talked to him a couple times over the years working and by FB recently. Maybe I can get him to join here. He's a graphic designer from past days also.



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Post by Elrick on February 19th 2013, 5:46 am

A warm welcome to the forum Deborah. Thank you for a great and comprehensive introduction. It is very gratifying to see several friends joining the forum and no doubt you all had an excellent rapport with each other perhaps on another forum. Yes, you can certainly post pictures, videos, files, etc. Look very much forward to read your experiences and contributions.

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Post by ATouchofHeart on February 19th 2013, 9:12 am

Thank you Elrick, I love sharing.

Tonight I'll post something, time to get ready for work.

Thank you for the warm welcome.

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Post by Linda on February 19th 2013, 11:08 am

Greetings and Welcome Deb, your story is captivating, when I started reading it, my first thought was "Man, she should be a writer!" as I kept reading, I thought "She is a writer" (-: Thank you for sharing. Huggs! Linda (-:
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Post by Taurus20 on February 19th 2013, 1:06 pm

Deb, thanks for your post, I knew most of it already but just hearing about the connections Tom had gives me hope that Ken will have the same with Ian.

And yes, you do need to s a g o t p and start writing those books because you definitely have the talent for it. I will buy your first one when you do!

Hope today was a good day at work for you. You didn't mention how you are helping all those people learn about spiritualism and give them books to read, so I will mention it for you! Wave

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