TAO reading for sunmystic for the experiment

laura ann wrote:They all seem to be leaning towards you in a self healing/ growing phase or something.
I don't know you from Adam so it is not my injecting something personal there. I mean I have teased you a little etc but in all actuality don't know you other then a couple of psot exchanges and not long enough to feel you.
I agree it has been interesting and seems to keep carrying a common theme.
I wish I knew why I was here.... and why I have had to endure such poverty.. of course they always says .. "you have the power to change all this... that answer now makes me want to puke lol lol
How many ways can a person beleive, manifest, hold it in their heart etc to see it never happen or come into fruition to then have to go through living chaos to fix what you truly believed would happen by sure will and beleif in GOD. maybe I was not the one to do this experiment for you ...
I did not mean to turn this about me... sorry
having a 'why am I even here.. I serve no purpose despondent days...
should not have even posted.
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I disagree about you not posting what you posted. It shows honesty on your part. I have asked myself the same questions that you are asking and you are answering those questions in your readings along with helping me to understand the why of things. Laura you "are" very gifted at what you do.

They all seem to be leaning towards you in a self healing/ growing phase or something.
I don't know you from Adam so it is not my injecting something personal there. I mean I have teased you a little etc but in all actuality don't know you other then a couple of psot exchanges and not long enough to feel you.
I agree it has been interesting and seems to keep carrying a common theme.
I wish I knew why I was here.... and why I have had to endure such poverty.. of course they always says .. "you have the power to change all this... that answer now makes me want to puke lol lol
How many ways can a person beleive, manifest, hold it in their heart etc to see it never happen or come into fruition to then have to go through living chaos to fix what you truly believed would happen by sure will and beleif in GOD. maybe I was not the one to do this experiment for you ...
I did not mean to turn this about me... sorry
having a 'why am I even here.. I serve no purpose despondent days...
should not have even posted.
'

Interesting It seems to me that it is talking more about my relationship with God and self, than it is about money. And your interpretation Laura seems to indicate that there is a lot of free will involved that is effecting the possibilities of the future. If I jump properly, then I will be wealthy in the future in a monetary sense; If I do not jump properly, then I will not be wealthy in the future in a monetary sense. And the conflict seems to be my will against God's will and that it is God's will that I be wealthy in the future in a monetary sense. Cool! This is fun!

okay to continue the experiment with multiple methods ..same question

the question is again.. will sunmystic know wealth in this lifetime..

okay intuition pulled YIN and EARTH

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YIN...the moon and the female (once again female appears), intuitive, winter and autumn, the cold and wet nature of life. Neither yin or yang is good or bad they simply just ARE. They are building blocks of life itself ( here again appears construction/the body/the home)

EARTH.. the body the phsyical substance of earth but also lesser extent the earth itself. What all life is made of. the senteient world was made frome earth itself.

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PROVERB

Heaven gives you a soul, the earth will give you your grave.

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Alive, they could never be together

But in death they slept in the same earth.

You thought I had broken my promise,

But I was as true as the sun and stars'

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MEDITATION

Truth like death, cannot be avoided. When things seem to be falling apart,

stand firm and true, just as yin and earth are one; yin is Earth , yang is

Heaven. This poem reminds you that you will ultimitely find the truth and

know who has been true to you throughtout.

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to me

heaven ...is hopes and dreams, spirituality and bliss

soul is... who we are, our essence, the principle of human

earth is... our main mother, groudned, solid reality.

grave is... serious and to bury our problems . to move on to the end

alive is... a mind of our own, beleive in in something living

death is... the end, close minded close hearted time is over

break a promise would be to not do what one vowed

tru is not false , genuine authentic

sun and stars is universal energy

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so it is ( once again)saying not at this time is their money .. not until the old you dies away and you embrace a softer femeinine aspect of the self. the integrtion of a more balanced you. It is saying to manifest it into being by beleiveing it exists and trusting the universal energies to make it so..